God knows. I know it sounds simple and obvious but He knows each of us individually. He knows where we have been, what we struggle with, He knows what holds us back and what encourages us to push on.
Nearly everything that has happened at training camp has acted as an arrow, hitting its mark straight and true. God knew what I needed to hear in order to sharpen me into a useful tool in His toolbox.
Worship is incredible. Although we sing the same songs over and over again, and repeat lines over and over again, the words never lose their power. I find the repetition comforting and useful. Repeating God’s promises through song has helped to weaken my doubt and fear and has allowed me to grow and strengthen my faith and trust in the All Powerful, Holy, Loving God that we serve.
In all honesty, training camp has been challenging. I am an introvert, independent, and I keep to myself… alot. Already I have had to take a giant step out of my comfort zone. However, for the past couple of months, I have been asking God to challenge me during this trip, both spiritually and personally, and He has definitely been doing just that. The feeling of inadequacy has haunted me ever since I even began considering this trip. Going through training and hearing other teammate’s stories has reminded me that I am not here because I am qualified by my will and power but because God has called me. He will equip me with whatever is necessary to carry His will for my life to completion. I am like a trumpet. On my own I am nothing, but with the breathe of God moving through me I can proclaim His powerful and glorious melody.
The road ahead appears to be a rough and rocky climb but I am excited to see how God moves in me and through me.
