Dear God,
It is true. There are a lot of
expectations that I need to remember that I surrendered. Even from
really basic things like we might not go to every place I want to
visit. We might do door to door everyday. We might not shower for
weeks at a time, and we might get sick… all of these things I need
to give to you. When I look outside I am so amazed that it has taken
me two weeks to fully embrace the beauty of this country and God I
know I am here, on this team, for a reason.
Father I want big things to happen. I
want mountains to move, I want to see demons cast out, I want people
to be healed, I want to speak truth into someone’s life. IN YOUR
NAME. I want to see these things happen and I know they will. I want
to be a prayer warrior, to encourage others, to be a light, to be
like you. Let me be slow to speak and quick to follow your commands.
Let me love like you. Love and hurt like you hurt. Let me have your
patience and let me come to you with prayers. Let me build others up,
NOT tear them down and in your name let me grow and experience. Let
these days be long so that I may experience the fullness of your
kingdom. Let me have a heart of thanksgiving and of generosity. Let
me follow in your footsteps. Glorify yourself. Use me God.
Love,
Broken
