Before coming to training camp I thought that I had surrendered everything to God, but over the past couple of days God has been showing me that it is not only the physical things in our lives that we need to surrender, but also our emotions.
Through out my life I have always struggled with hurt, sadness and personal thoughts about myself that has brought me down. God has shown me that I don’t NEED to feel the pain and suffering of being in these prisons and that I can be free of these hurts and be fulled completely with his unconditional love and desire for us.
But He was pierced for our transgressions,
He was crushed for our iniquities;
the punishment that brought us peace was upon Him,
and by His wounds we are healed.
Isaiah 53:5