So we get to training camp and everything in my life was vastly different all of a sudden. I was just quiet and kinda kept to myself most of the time and I couldn’t for the life of me figure out why I was acting this way. As the week started to go on I realized God was completely breaking me and I of course, was nowhere near okay with that at all whatsoever!!!!! As the week went on God started stripping me of the things that I felt I wanted most… A warm cozy bed, A Hot shower and on the second night a solid roof over my head when it stared to storm… I tried so hard to just power through it without breaking down but I just couldn’t. I was in this constant state of brokenness and I was confused and scared. I couldn’t focus and Satan was snarling at me and growling in my path and I had no energy to tell him to flee.
Thankfully I have an amazing team who loves God and is willing and able to do what He has called them to do and He used them to help me through this. They have the biggest hearts and the greatest smiles and they fill the day with laughter and smiles and I am thankful for that. God is going to work in such a way in all of us that we WILL heal the sick and we are so excited about that.
God is going to keep me in this brokenness for such a time as this because His grace is sufficient and in my weakness He is made strong.
