God knows. I know it sounds simple and obvious but He knows each of us individually. He know where we have been, He knows what we struggle with, He know what holds us back and what encourages us to push on.
Nearly everything that has happened at training camp has acted as an arrow, hitting its mark straight and true. God knew what I needed to hear in order to sharpen me into a useful tool in His toolbox.
Worship is incredible. Although we sing the same songs over and over again, and repeat lines over and over again, the words never lose their power. I find the repetition comforting and useful. Repeating God’s promises through song has helped weaken my doubt and fear and has allowed me to grow and strengthen my faith and trust in the All Powerful, Holy, Loving God we serve.
In all honesty, training camp has been challenging. I am an introvert, independent, and I keep to myself… a lot. Already I have had to take a giant step out of my comfort zone. However, for the past couple of months, I have been asking God to challenge me, both spiritually and personally, and He has definitely been doing just that. The feeling of inadequacy has haunted me ever since I even began considering this trip. Going through training and hearing other teammates’ stories has reminded me that I am not here because I am qualified by my own will and power but because God has called me. He will equip with whatever is necessary to carry His will for my life to completion. I am like a trumpet. On my own I am nothing, but with the breath of God flowing through me I can proclaim His powerful and glorious melody.
The road ahead appears to be a rough and rocky climb but I am excited to see how God moves in me and through me.
